I'm really bummed that I have brain damage, and sound like I'm retarded.

It really sucks that my voice hasn't gone back to normal. Because now, when I meet people, there are preconceived notions about me.

And I don't know how to act around my acquaintances. I'm so fucking awkward around some people. and nobody even gives me a chance. People don't like me unless they spend the time to get to know me.

the magnitude of my sucking is becoming apparent to me.

I'm significantly dumber, less pretty, less confident, and I can't talk normal
because
I wanted to die but the doctors saved me.