I haven't posted at all for months. I've just forgotten about it I guess. There's too much for me to tell about my life now if I was trying to let anyone follow it though. So I guess it's really for my self that I ever write in this. Maybe I'll make a good blog someday.

My tonsils are the size of golfballs and have white shit growing on them. It's really painful. And it tastes bad. WAAAH

I'm really bummed that I have brain damage, and sound like I'm retarded.

It really sucks that my voice hasn't gone back to normal. Because now, when I meet people, there are preconceived notions about me.

And I don't know how to act around my acquaintances. I'm so fucking awkward around some people. and nobody even gives me a chance. People don't like me unless they spend the time to get to know me.

the magnitude of my sucking is becoming apparent to me.

I'm significantly dumber, less pretty, less confident, and I can't talk normal
because
I wanted to die but the doctors saved me.