I have a weakness for girl punk and doo-wop.

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yeah. from now on, my new philosophy is going to be......

JUST FUCKING GO WITH IT


so no more changing my mind/blowing off people because I'm afraid.
or playing it safe on things that can't hurt.
and other things yeahyeahyeah

And if I don't pick up the phone
It may not mean that I'm not home
I may be laying there alone
Feeling fine, feeling mine!

IT EEEESS OVER

WOOO! so freshmen year of college flew by! it was a pretty good time, I must admit. I wish I had had better teachers but I think I learned enough of that studio foundation crap. If I can get over my voice, I think I could even speak the bullshit lingo! nice!

now I'm working at Heritage again. It still sucks! But oh well! I get 8.50 an hour and 40+ hours of work a week sooooo fuck yeah I'll be raking in the dough! It would be nice to have a better job, no doubt. But next summer I'll just find a new job. 3 years at the same place is a good amount of time I think.

and I started running/working out. Partly to lose some of the stomach I've gained due to eating at the fartwells cafeteria/drinking beer all the time. I know I'm not really FAT. But it feels better to be in shape. I'll let myself get fat/not care once I get a boyfriend. If that ever happens... ahaha... I've given up on trying to find somebody that I'm attracted to. The next time some guy that I find wierd likes me, I'm just going to suck it up and go for it.

All of the guys that have ever liked me are always really depressed :/ ugh... I don't want to go out with someone that's going to be bringing me down.

I just want someone that is mentally stable. Is that so much to ask for?

ahhhhhhhh stop reading this